I am open.
I am non-judgemental.
I am hard working.
I am loving.
I worry too much.
I want to know about your life, because I care.
I'm tough.
I break, but only for a little while.
I can handle anything that's thrown at me.
I will be your best friend when everyone else disappears.
I will be the shoulder you can cry on.
I might give you advice on whim, whether you want to hear it or not.
I can't keep my mouth shut (or my thoughts secret).
I will make time for you, even when I don't have time for myself.
I won't hesitate to tell you what I think of you, or of a situation you're in.
I will accept you and support you no matter what.
Does that always mean that I agree with what you do?
No.
I'll never judge you for it. Ever.
Does that mean I'll secretly hate you?
Of course not.
I will love you more for it.
I could be upset with you for things you've done. I could threaten and take away the friendship we have.
But would I ever do that?
You need to know that I wouldn't...
Because that's just not me.
So, stop assuming or thinking that you already know what I want.
If you really want to know what I think, or how I think, take the time to get to know me.
Understand what it's like to be a friend with me. Maybe then you'll see just how much I worry and care about the people I know. Every single one of them. Even the ones who I can't relate to. Even the ones I've just met.
Maybe then you'll know just how much things mean to me and what has made me the person I am today. Because, let me tell you, it wasn't easy. I suffered a lot, and I will suffer more. But in the end, I will be better for it. And who knows, maybe you will be too.
You don't know me. At least, not yet.
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