Late at night.

It irritates me, you know, how people are sometimes.
1.
Bedtime. I want to sleep. But I'm kept up with those silly sounds above my head.
2.
Covers over my entire frame, shivering. This is not what I want.
3.
One after another.
4. 5. 6. 7.
Maybe I should take a look...
8.
No. I can't. I won't. There isn't anything in the world that would make me look.
9. 10.
In my hands, I'm reading now. My jaw clenches and my hands threaten to break the object.
11.
Clingy. I believe that's the word.
12.
There is no way that I want to deal with this now.
13.
Make up your mind--one or the other.
14.
This is what I feel. I won't hesitate as I write out the words, spell them in my head and then where I can see them.
15.
The reactions...they are all the wrong ones. I was wrong.
16. 17.
I'm done looking at these. I will sleep. I will forget everything and sleep.
18. 19. 20. 21. 22.
Wake up. And there they are. All of them.
23. 24. 25.
This is a joke. No one can make up their mind here. We are insane. All going insane.

I will not compromise. That's just it. I won't. Because I have worked hard for my entire life for a reason. I will not settle. There is someone waiting for me to make a right choice. And it's no one's business as to what I decided. This...this is between me and the being.

Maybe it's over. Maybe it should be. We need to grow up, mature. Live life. Be strong. And if we can't learn how to do that first on our own...then we can't do it at all together.